fushy
March 24, 2026 at 2:41:47 PM
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hey memes!
i know it's been a while, and i know that i have a pretty bad reputation with you guys. i hope youve been doing well 
(also i dont know if you check this very often sooo)
i wanna apologize, since i've said a bunch of offensive shit to you and your friends back in the day. im not sure what i was going through, though knowing that it was 2023 i think i can see why i was stupid. i mean im almost 16 myself now jesus christ
i myself am a bit more woke now, but i dont think that really changes anything - me saying slurs and insulting you and your friends wasn't glorified and i dont know why i did that, even though i didnt care for the first 1.5 years or so. sorry for lashing out on you guys 
i hope that you can forgive me. we dont have to be friends anymore, i just wanna apologize and move on. have a great day, wish you the best in your journey(s) <3
- flushy
Replied on: March 29, 2026 at 8:19:00 PM
honestly its kinda nice seeing this (albeit it DID scare me lmao) me and "August" (i dont think he goes by that anymore) are also no longer friends. Turns out he were also pretty... prone to drama. He did apologize so yuppity yup!
Edit: crazy but i dreamt about you
Life has been alot, since not long ago me and my mom moved away for the second time (and now permanently) away from my moms ex boyfriend because hes pretty much an alcoholic. I do have been sometimes thinking about you. I honestly dont know if I do want to be friends again I do have to sleep on it sorry.
I am 18 now! Mentally still a little young shit but WHOO CARES AMIRITE??? I didnt change much based on interest but I do have been getting kinda more "Adult." I still dont have any real "Ausbildung" idk english name i struggle finding one not due to me not trying but not knowing which direction. I really want IT but my grades were BAD BAD.
I did find new friends. Honestly shes not that different shes kinda like a mix of you and august. But I guess I just attract the same kind of silly people. I also have a different friend! Hes pretty cool and fun.
Also I was not good myself, we were kinda mean lets be honest and I do apologize for that. I feel like its a both side were evil kind of situation.
I have been trying to get an Autism diagnoses because I have typical Audhd symptons (Adhd + Autism) BUT ITS HARD!!!!!!
Dont know what more to say. I have been thinking about updating my blog anytime but I just need to collect some motivation.
Good night!
